Lucy came into my room last night about 2:00 AM & sat down. We had such a nice talk. We talked about my feelings about this operation - whether I would live or die. About Hal & our relationship.
I am sitting here in the semi-darkness of my room in CCU at Bapt East and it is 5:00 AM - in 4-1/2 hrs I will be moved to Jewish Hosp. to start getting ready for my 2nd heart operation. This is all so weird. I want to do this and get well so badly. Please make it be successful."